-New Year: 2011-

Cant believe within this hour, the world will be 2011..
Thinking back for year 2010, kinda went through some moments and decisions..
Mixed for sure.. good and bad.. everything should just come in 2 way..

Till today,the last day of 2010, i think i did grew up a bit right?
maybe just turned lesser in talking and caring.. coz anyhow i lost in a while..

Really many things happened between friends and myself..

L.I.F.E!!
-LIVE.IN.FUTURE.EVERYONE-
should that what life mean?

Let the past be a good experience.. i know i am not the suitable person to say so.. but i still wanna try lol~that's life~~

Anyway.. New Year New Hope.. Guys, all the best and enjoy the year yeah~ LOve you guys!!

the last day of you,2010

-生活与怀念-

出完街后，就是回去帮手的时候了。
你问我懂生活吗？说实在的，不是很懂
认真吧？认真读书，认真工作。。是生活吧？
我还活着..不是最近报纸上，动不动就自杀的那一伙。
人生才走了 1/4 （假设能活到80岁）
余下的呢？阎罗王赚了~多不值得？

说实在的，心情真的有点糟..但也是自找的..
想了一整天，都是些不应该再想的东西了..
怀念~..原来想在深夜里找人聊聊，也是有点难度的。

也只是一种怀念了..说好的，总得去承担
害怕着另一个时刻，真的只怕万一，不怕一万..

是有点累罢了..不去想就好了吧..不要担心 ^^v
在吉隆坡驾车，真的需要一个字 “狠”
也许我做人太软了吧。。？
真的知道自己其实没什么本事

“女子无才便是德，男子无才要不得”..软弱.
哼，却不懂如何改进,路，终会有的吧？

只是一种心情，一种感觉~不久就好了..好吗？
我没事=)

hmm..everything must be fine..

-Rapunzel-

Yeah~watched this movie and its Great!!
Just love Disney movie where they presented the story in such colorful and lively way.. Sweet scenes, funny dialog and action, even touched in the heart~
Just love how the story goes~


And this is the pet~lol you are CUTE!! haha yeah just love it




Another important character here!MAximus!! Horse or Doggy?xD well-trained lol~

Had A GREAT TIME^^

-December-

Oppss~December liao~

its the Holiday and Christmas month.. yea..
Keep wasting time once i came back here.. everyday repeating the same action, try to find things to do.. plan for next month event but, no inspiration lol..

Keep looking at the same website.. finding part time.. lol feel like i became more $_$ liao.. money.. worst enemy and friend

just need some place to voice out, if not i really will get crazy lol.. wan to swim lol.. movie.. shoppping (weird part xD) money~~

Maybe it is a good thing to be focus on money and event right? at least, i get something to do.. December~~ ah ha~

-s.i.l.e.n.c.e-

Back! and? yeah rest..

Anyhow, chatted with family~ and guess who here? lol,roommate

Just like.. everything i did, everything happened, just dint went well..

Anything... why not just being silence? hardly to say anything when its failure..

F for me, which is near to E,worst than D, silly than C, far from B, impossible for A..

silent~

-Hmmpp-

Hmmpp..

-あめ-

あめ meaning rain in Japanese~

well~ rain again~~ raining season baa~

realized i can saw *blinking star* when the rain drop on the pool~ Shine~

Blink~~*****

雨的心情~~复杂..>_<
宁愿被雨淋湿，也不愿它从生命中消失。雨..

-21st-

Finally i reach such age~ 21 years old.. another year older~~xD

Had a great time with friends here: Kien Fah, Yat Ming, Kwong Yee, Lai Hing, Cyee, Lwee, Dota Kakis =x lol~ surprise me with Tiramisu Cheese Cake, really nice looking cake, and a full glass of Chivas+coke.. o.O

Yeah.. Happy jiu hao~~ sure drink with them laa~>_<" end up drunk hehe~but should be happii..=)

The other day, customize my computer because i reformat it.. Now really empty haha.. Laugh whole day when Kwong Yee mess with my gadgets.. even put JApanese AV's Pic as laptop background when i bath..=_="

Great day~and watched a meaningful Movie, 3 idiots!! Bollywood~~ Nice and recommend you guys, must watch.. although it is long and in Indian of course, but just nice.

Touched and touched again~ accompanied my day with it~~

Hope to go back then can Yumcha with A9s~~ less alcohol is better haha~^^

Thank you guys, really~ hereby, giving you guys a song from the 3 idiots, All Is Well =D

-End?-

Just hope everything can end in a faster way...

haih... Tired... mood-less... lol...

-RAIN!!!-

GUESS WHAT!!!????

IT RAIN!!! Thanks!!!!! xD


rainy rainy night~~

-D.S of me-

Dark Side of ME again~~

exam.. very funny which i hold up to "morning" almost for 3 days d i think.. hardly remember it haha.. still manage to memorized and study few subjects, still.. afraid of calculation part which i really really dislike..

No choice, who ask the school providing us with these maths..? Since you are here, just bear with the heart and accept it ba..

Really.. night time did gave me alot time to think unnecessary things.. haha.. Just feel that i hardly can change to better.. changes should be slowly and gradually right? Hope I won't take it too rush.. =(

If i can.. wish to grab a nice blended coffee and enjoy it during a rain or a windy mid-night.. MUST be a MID-NIGHT k? that's what you call "FEEL" =x




Release here will be better.. so i can talk less.. care less.. simply post out random feels and thought sometimes help..

Hope to change.. be more thoughtful, mature.. life just a slip of sight.. correct arh?=x Be better, more responsible to what i said.. To do what i want to do.. I still can't say it LOUD that i can be, i will be.. I'll try, to BE...

Nitez guys, for those who aren't sleeping yet (me) =x all the best..

Unhealthy unhealthy~~~=P Craziness drive me away.. shooo~~~

Can't You make it rain..? Miss the way rain drops on me...

-Protect-

Since when.. people tend to protect everything they love; but found that is so hard, to protect.. when they don't have the ability?

Since when.. protecting something.. will be a box, that kept you inside, the true self of you.. which you can hide yourself in it?

Finally all finished.. for this year.. waiting us, will be the final.. yeah.. final exam.. just found that i hardly can memorize any content i studied..

lol.. study.. okay you got me hahaha~

I love what happening now.. the heart to study.. trying to.. haha.. must smile always yeah =) to everyone who pass by, viewed this post.. You have the best smile ever =D

HahahAhhahahah~~~ crazy-ing~~ which i love..

-抗压能力。。下降中-

抗压能力下降中啊!!!

可恶!!! LOW LOW LOW~~~~ (>o<) 死翘翘~~~~~~~XD

-Screwed-

Screwed up my Japanese language oral test!

prepared during midnight, memorized till i can speak out nicely..

the next day, i saw sensei and..nervous warrrhhh!!??

keep jumping my introduction and few important parts, others test section also end up badly..

he asked me, "what marks you think you should get for today's test?"

50...i said.. he juz smiled, with disappointed smile.. God..

Thats what i hate about "giving effort".. The disappointed result which came out.. worst when u going through the process, which you try so hard to make it better..
But you cant.. just cant..

walked out his room, hate this feelings.. i failed.. not meaning i failed my final, but failed for something i tried.. maybe not good enough? I tried!

Excuses? maybe.. thats why i hate giving effort in exam... I HATE!!

Screw me as well~!!! now ok d but i still wanna say, Screw ME!!!

p/s: no need to comment or feel low after read this post.. It juz releasing what i wan to remember.. nice days guys~

-就酱囖-

就酱咯~

没事没事~~

-会挂掉~-

会挂掉~~会挂掉~~~

以前听闹钟一响便会起床。。
现在管你响饱它啦~

累~~累~~累！！

会挂掉~~会挂掉~~~

现在的我~常用暗语了~
暗示自己是什么状态中~

加油加油 是累的时候用的~
借口借口 是懒的时候用的~
会挂掉 是很累很累时用的~~

会挂掉~~借口借口~~加油加油~~ >_<

结果？还是得做咯~~~xD

-Have to-

Have to be a greater man..

-说声，对不起-

跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的吃饭
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的利用时间
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好地给自己挑一份礼物

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤
跟自己说声对不起，因为曾经为了别人难为了自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为因为伪装让自己很累
跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜
跟自己说声对不起，因为我让自己不开心

跟自己说声对不起，因为忘了提醒自己要好好照顾自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤了
跟自己说声对不起，因为忘记了要搁浅
跟自己说声对不起，因为含泪的微笑我没有倾诉
跟自己说声对不起，因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人
跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

最后，说完对不起之后，生活还在继续。
其实，原来我只是想让自己开心一点…不要难过。
于是，我微笑着原谅了自己。。。

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-self confidence-

Hmmp~~ really need it now..

Since when every dip of it went off?

Starting to face everything serious.. although trying, but better than nothing right..?

Screwed many things, mistakes, kena scold, blah blah blah~~~~~~~~

Sorry for that..=(

Blah blah blah blah...haaaaa..............damn you wei han..lol

-Bye-

I knew this will happen..
even i think of it myself after what happened...

Bye..just pray that everything of you will going well..
especially with him.. sorry.. really..

Take care man.. tough year.. stupid things.. damn..

>_< the best way... support support..


sorry and thanks for everything..
told you, you will get in trouble with friend like me..all da best...

..

dann..

-Darkness-

Yesterday..08/09/10

Around 8pm..all the lights blackout, not only our block, is half of the Labuan!!

Our campus felt in darkness where we cant even see a thing.. true darkness,during the 2hours plus of blackout, we cant do a thing..

the only thing left is?

Millions Stars on the sky, i doubt that i saw galaxy..? o.O
They are so bright, glowing with others made them an art, a picture.
We can't see them when our campus with lights, but this incident, showed them out..
They are so beautiful

Feel like keeping myself in the darkness.. stay in it..
There is a place no people can find you if they don't have a light..
Deep inside.. deep deep inside..

Its the star sold my location out.. where i stand under them.. admiring them.
I'm not the sun, i'm not the star..
just wish i am the shadow, stay with the darkness..

Tired~~=) yet, doing nothing during this week..
hahaa.. save me man,the other me.. save yourself man..

-Sensitive-

Why I kept seeing the sadness in your eyes?

Should be me, being sensitive =)

Carez~~~

-New Month-

Well~September is here~~

done few mid term and...few coming soon~~ DEAD MEAT!!! XD

just very tired..very tired..

dun feel like sleeping at midnight althg very sleepy...

Sometimes..things just went to other way from what you expect or chasing..

I'm Tired...=) enjoy the craziness where i keep laughing without reason after some red wine..

Is like..i am happy although there is nothing in my mind..>_<

Cheers guys~juz don't drink too much~~

-Decision-

Made a phone call..

Know that, every things fine accept missing~~

saw the tiredness, but i feel the happiness~

Hope that, really mean it, stay happy~~

Kinda silly of myself, that I am not honest enough to myself..

however, every things fine now, i am glad...

Mixed feelings i have now~wine helps, to paralyze me..from thinking..

Every things fine~every decision went in better ways~truly from me,with every single thoughts, that you to stay happy..

Not the time to worry about other things i guess, basic statistic, u drive me crazy, just like me, driving myself into crazyness..focus i guess is the thing i must do now..

-Learned-

With you, I learned alot of things..

Everything u told me,I know..

Till now, I'm still learning..

How silly i am~for not listening..

This sem,getting tougher and tougher..

which my pointer,must be higher..

Lol..Still,learning to move on,but i will move on..

These days keep raining,and I keep caught in the rain~

enjoy the moment under the rain,running back to hostel,wetly..

which gave me and ky a little lesson..lol,little secret~~

Slept late these days~hehe=x

Work~Dota~Internet surfing~Songs~~

wish i can rest earlier..with energy,to face the other days~~

3.30a.m ler~haahaa..sleep gua~~

Nitez guys~~hope you guys doing well in studies ya=) miss ya~~

-Car Accident-

1st time in my life..i bang another car's driver door

lol dint expect that to happen..but still ok coz no injuries occur except "cars"

waiting for that person to pay which i not sure will he keep his promise

LOL!!! BaD LUCK!!!

-灰-

灰~灰~~灰~~~

换了皮~有玄机哦~

字会不见哦~~=)

最近爱上了“灰”色~~=）

-好走-

名：BOBO
时间：7年

6约6日。。它走了


一路好走。。。

-KK trip-

God~finally back here~~

went to help the badminton which kinda waste my time..

however~hoho,can go meet with yang and lx+ her boy very nice d xD

Thanks for your guys care there~

now back here is to presentation and ready for final!!!!

Hope all my friends, facing problems, will get well ya..

Ears always stand by here

- 水龙头-

在这儿，扭开水龙头

流出的，不会是 清水

流出的，不会是 希望

流出的，只会是 无奈

流出的，不过是 绝望

这儿开始干固了

水呢？

-Burning The MiDNight Oil-

The time just passed 3.00a.m in the morning~

(and i think i gonna get scold for not sleeping..=x)

Well~Assignment stacking up one by one~which packed in this and next week to be deliver to lecturers' table...lol yang, same problem here laa~

Japanese Language..ganbatte lor~Yooorrr...

and SY gal leaving tomorrow...=(

Take care there gal..all the Best you have!!

-XD-

Guess where i am now???

Labuan McDonald~~!!!

3.15am!!!!! XD

Lol waiting my flight~so can go home...

although it is a short break..but i think it is good to take a break now..

Worry about many things these days..

but finally all turn out in good way,,thank God!!!

Happy 4th =)

Happy Valentine~

-勇气-

怎么。。梁静茹的-勇气，唱出许许多多人的心声？

”我的心一直温习说服自己

最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气“

又迷失了。。怎么失去了勇气呢...?

自私的我。。

-Women&Men-

Forgiving seems to be the nature of women..

compare to men,women have greater space to forgive their love one

Do you ever saw a man forgives his wife when he realises his wife having affair with other guys?

NO,YOU NEVER. sure you never because you,if you are male,you will say by your mouth:

"It depends, I will forgive her if such situation happens..." but in your heart,

"Ya...I'll kill the guy right after I kill you"... there is always another voice in men's mind

Its always Narrow..

Do you ever heard woman forgive their husband when they found out the affair?

YES,YOU ALWAYS HEARD ABOUT IT.

Sometimes woman will just keep them in heart even they know their husband lied to them

they will pray,pray that their husband will notice,that someone still waiting them.

This post does NOT mean I am Having AN AFFAIR behind OK???

It just an example..to show how forgiving women can be

Mistakes keep happening, poor decision making, poor commitment

"Mens NEVER LEARN"... is that true?

Try to learn,if you are a man..otoku no hito,ganbatte kudasai.