-shut-

I shld just shut everything down...

being nowhere lol.. better to get hidden =3=..

-mess-

i am not a good friend...just being that immature.. i am just messing everything

should know this earlier..:

世上三件事：一是“自己的事”，二是“别人的事”，三是“老天爷的事”。

烦恼来自：忘了“自己的事”，爱管“别人的事”，担心“老天爷的事”。

要开心很简单：做好“自己的事”，不管“别人的事”，别想“老天爷的事”。

-thoughts?-

just cant sleep well these days..
lot things playing in my mind and heart..

is it 'hunger'?
felt that i am so useless in doing things..
am hunger for knowledge
am hunger for money..
hunger to get better in managing things, thoughts, ability..

cant sleep and think well these days..
something grow in my heart and mind
"jealousy" & "greed"* worst enemy ever in everyone's' life..

felt so so so bad.. hate to hear everything bout ability..how good it will be..
i just dont have it and hunger for it..which i dun know how..frustrated with it

evil inner.. thoughts.. but i hardly do things
everytime, after the promise.. it will be empty..no action taken,resulting regret

i had lost something in life..once was perfect..
had lost some time..left behind...in memory..

negative me=) wish to learn, and be better..helpless indeed..future-phobia lol

-Worry-

DAMN WORRY NOW!!! xD

die liao die liao~~

-negativity-

Being thinking lots nonsenses these days.. how bad..

Tried to hide everything~ i am negative =)

失去了一种体贴..

-不吐不快-

最近怎么样..?还好吧?

把很多的心里话都收着...也不想说..

想了想,近期的我也没什么大不了。

好像把自己变得不认识了..

听到朋友们的事，是太久没联络了吗？就少了些什么..好想和你们喝茶谈天!!

自己也没什么好，好像变幼稚了~~

是习惯性撒娇了吗？=x

忘了怎么读书

忘了怎么认真

忘了好多事情

其实都不需要

我个人傻操心

做好本分就好？

昨天..心情不好~竟然想到，假期的时候，去学做面包蛋糕..o.O

不敢想象，作糕点的那个我..是梦吗？

看到你越来越好，有点欣慰开心

也是带动我的心，想寻找，那小小的梦

22岁了..还是在发牢骚..忘了认真是什么 >_< 惨~

期待这个礼拜天~也担心下个礼拜..末期考试了~2年了，LABUAN

好想说好多好多的东西..越来越不会表达了...

是否,真的要认真呢..好累人的事哦,认真这东西...你在哪‘？

还是把自己藏好吧~因为只有无聊时才想起自己的心..藏在哪里

好想大喊哦~~~！！！