Walk with Hope

-心态-

2011-12-16T23:30:00.002+08:00

一直以来对生活或者学习，主要是学习

都不大去努力..因为自己的心态

害怕真正努力过后得不到想要的成绩，

心，会承受不了..

这种心态，是时候改变了..

不尝试，不知道

不再逃避

i can present well and i know i can, thats my confident and i will make it grow more in other places

-改-

2011-12-14T04:30:00.002+08:00

熬了不少夜

追看“非诚勿扰”,看看不同的人，对生活不同的看法

也想了很多..22了，发现现在才改观

后悔的是以前不懂知识的好，知识的美

现在想补回好像身体不大好使 @@..

开始会想自己要的是什么，

梦想也慢慢的浮现，

只能加油了 o~(>_<)~o

-插曲-

2011-12-05T20:08:00.002+08:00

她：宠坏晒..

他：就系宠住你..

她：哈？

他：（笑）没事..

巴士的声音遮盖了一切..这样就好

-放弃坚持？坚持放弃？-

2011-09-10T10:52:00.002+08:00

怎么感觉两句都带着负面的意思呢？

其实真的搞懂很多东西了..但不管多么清醒都好，心..就是会想起

就算头脑多么理智，原来还是说服不了心

再给我点时间吧？说服自己

好的不一定要拥有..尽量完成开学前答应自己应该做的事

失去的，原来是一颗真挚的心...

2011-08-19T22:31:00.002+08:00

After so many things..

at the end? you aren't the one..

wth i still thinking here..? thinking myself way too much important..lol

2011-08-15T14:33:00.000+08:00

the longer time i know you..

the deeper i dun understand you..

FML..

-mind-

2011-08-15T00:32:00.002+08:00

figure out i just messing up with my mind.. myself.. my heart..

keep caring about nonsense nia..(>///<)~~

2011-07-25T22:39:00.000+08:00

其实，很多事情..真的, 怎样都无所谓了

-insomia-

2011-07-25T02:29:00.001+08:00

LOL.. seriously just can't sleep WTH!!!

mind just so active and think and think and think nonsense lol ==

-pissed-

2011-07-07T00:04:00.001+08:00

Ahh..!!!!

-shut-

2011-06-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

I shld just shut everything down...

being nowhere lol.. better to get hidden =3=..

-mess-

2011-06-15T23:28:00.003+08:00

i am not a good friend...just being that immature.. i am just messing everything

should know this earlier..:

世上三件事：一是“自己的事”，二是“别人的事”，三是“老天爷的事”。

烦恼来自：忘了“自己的事”，爱管“别人的事”，担心“老天爷的事”。

要开心很简单：做好“自己的事”，不管“别人的事”，别想“老天爷的事”。

-thoughts?-

2011-06-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

just cant sleep well these days..
lot things playing in my mind and heart..

is it 'hunger'?
felt that i am so useless in doing things..
am hunger for knowledge
am hunger for money..
hunger to get better in managing things, thoughts, ability..

cant sleep and think well these days..
something grow in my heart and mind
"jealousy" & "greed"* worst enemy ever in everyone's' life..

felt so so so bad.. hate to hear everything bout ability..how good it will be..
i just dont have it and hunger for it..which i dun know how..frustrated with it

evil inner.. thoughts.. but i hardly do things
everytime, after the promise.. it will be empty..no action taken,resulting regret

i had lost something in life..once was perfect..
had lost some time..left behind...in memory..

negative me=) wish to learn, and be better..helpless indeed..future-phobia lol

-Worry-

2011-05-31T21:51:00.001+08:00

DAMN WORRY NOW!!! xD

die liao die liao~~

-negativity-

2011-05-25T22:01:00.001+08:00

Being thinking lots nonsenses these days.. how bad..

Tried to hide everything~ i am negative =)

2011-04-15T14:41:00.000+08:00

失去了一种体贴..

-不吐不快-

2011-04-13T01:01:00.003+08:00

最近怎么样..?还好吧?

把很多的心里话都收着...也不想说..

想了想,近期的我也没什么大不了。

好像把自己变得不认识了..

听到朋友们的事，是太久没联络了吗？就少了些什么..好想和你们喝茶谈天!!

自己也没什么好，好像变幼稚了~~

是习惯性撒娇了吗？=x

忘了怎么读书

忘了怎么认真

忘了好多事情

其实都不需要

我个人傻操心

做好本分就好？

昨天..心情不好~竟然想到，假期的时候，去学做面包蛋糕..o.O

不敢想象，作糕点的那个我..是梦吗？

看到你越来越好，有点欣慰开心

也是带动我的心，想寻找，那小小的梦

22岁了..还是在发牢骚..忘了认真是什么 >_< 惨~

期待这个礼拜天~也担心下个礼拜..末期考试了~2年了，LABUAN

好想说好多好多的东西..越来越不会表达了...

是否,真的要认真呢..好累人的事哦,认真这东西...你在哪‘？

还是把自己藏好吧~因为只有无聊时才想起自己的心..藏在哪里

好想大喊哦~~~！！！

2011-04-09T23:48:00.000+08:00

how silly i am... lose like dog..

-Perfection?-

2011-04-09T22:55:00.002+08:00

About perfect..?

if every single human being chasing perfection in their life time..?

Should i?

Being the same situation even everything u said, u wanna change, u wanna leave and behave better, away from hell.. Too bad, you just keep doing so.. returning to hell with the call..

If being perfect is the important thing..

Changes needed to be perfect..

I should change.. anger and guilt, mixed perfectly...

-drop-

2011-03-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

drops into pieces...focus..

-suffocate-

2011-03-23T13:00:00.001+08:00

suffocate..

-Lead?-

2011-03-20T21:35:00.001+08:00

Not a good leader.. Sorry for the bad organize and everything..

even applied in behavior..sweat....

你的累，有谁懂？

-If-

2011-03-15T21:33:00.001+08:00

If...

i changed?

will everythings change?

i am sure...

the answer?

not everything will change..

if... stop saying if...

its 200th post for this.. Congratz

-Tiring-

2011-02-26T20:10:00.001+08:00

Tiring Days it will be..

-Hurts-

2011-02-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

It hurts much.. Damn lot.. damn it

-Think?-

2011-02-15T05:55:00.001+08:00

Should be knowing and clear about what's happening...

Don't think too much..

-CNY-

2011-02-04T00:00:00.003+08:00

Rabbit year is here~

Many things should put aside or leave them at Tiger's year..

Yet~think of lots things that i shouldn't think bout..

Brain-washing~~should and shouldn't

Happy CNY everyone~let the past be and fight for the future~~

喜欢自己的那种隐瞒

也讨厌自己的不坦白=) That's me

-不会飞-

2011-01-25T11:39:00.001+08:00

-铁人-

2011-01-25T10:23:00.001+08:00

操劳过度？

被人传染？

发烧喉痛。

原来不是铁人...

-Happy BirthDay!!-

2011-01-24T23:05:00.000+08:00

Happii BirthDay to you~=)

Great to see you smiling hehe

-诸葛神数-

2011-01-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

　诸葛神数相传是三国时代刘备的军师诸葛亮所作，
诸葛神算的方法共三百八十四爻，谶语句法，长短不一，寓意深远，前途迷惘者占之，有茅塞顿开之感。斯可作为判断吉凶、决定进退之指南针。特别说明：无论输入简体中文还是繁体中文，笔画数均按繁体笔画数计算。载自网上。

学院里举办灯笼晚会，其中的诸葛神算让我上前去测测自己的事业与爱情运。

嗯。。等 7月才能见真这两个占卜是否能验临吧~

7月..我等

-BE-

2011-01-20T02:32:00.000+08:00

I can Act to be Strong..

-same-

2011-01-19T00:38:00.000+08:00

Same mistake.. same things..

i am totally useless lol... cant even done it.. lol FMyself

-Tired-

2011-01-18T23:06:00.002+08:00

End of few things and events~ then new things and events getting in..

Dun know since when kinda tired of having meetings.. Meetings.. I have alots meetings!!

Losing temper Losing patient.. just tired~ need hardwork haha...

can i dun be tat strong..? just for awhile..?

-The Day-

2011-01-15T22:55:00.002+08:00

Incredible day i have today..

Sleepless for a day to work on my Family Day event.. and it pays!

Get an award of "Most Profitable HE Counter" for it.

The most happy thing is this, every hardwork, it pays.

Then lucky draw time.. Really related to luck and HE as well..

Without HE's selling, i wont get so many numbers and get these Grand Prizes!

1. Most Grand (Last prize): Cooling FAN!!

2. 2nd Grand: Table FAN!!!

3. 2 Hampers!!!

4. A puzzle!!

Total 5 prizes i won and i really supprise with it haha~

Then, the ExploreRace team, Our HE get 1st Prize!! xD Congratz!!!

The tiring works ended for this month, study coming now.. for this month..

Club events and activities will come soon.. its an impressive day i had today~

it just the starting

-More-

2011-01-03T14:57:00.002+08:00

The more the time passed.. the more things i have to think..

Clearer and clearer.. 2011, i should focus in study and work.. 2011..

All the best guys..

it hurts much..

-New Year: 2011-

2010-12-31T22:09:00.005+08:00

Cant believe within this hour, the world will be 2011..
Thinking back for year 2010, kinda went through some moments and decisions..
Mixed for sure.. good and bad.. everything should just come in 2 way..

Till today,the last day of 2010, i think i did grew up a bit right?
maybe just turned lesser in talking and caring.. coz anyhow i lost in a while..

Really many things happened between friends and myself..

L.I.F.E!!
-LIVE.IN.FUTURE.EVERYONE-
should that what life mean?

Let the past be a good experience.. i know i am not the suitable person to say so.. but i still wanna try lol~that's life~~

Anyway.. New Year New Hope.. Guys, all the best and enjoy the year yeah~ LOve you guys!!

the last day of you,2010

-生活与怀念-

2010-12-16T21:37:00.004+08:00

出完街后，就是回去帮手的时候了。
你问我懂生活吗？说实在的，不是很懂
认真吧？认真读书，认真工作。。是生活吧？
我还活着..不是最近报纸上，动不动就自杀的那一伙。
人生才走了 1/4 （假设能活到80岁）
余下的呢？阎罗王赚了~多不值得？

说实在的，心情真的有点糟..但也是自找的..
想了一整天，都是些不应该再想的东西了..
怀念~..原来想在深夜里找人聊聊，也是有点难度的。

也只是一种怀念了..说好的，总得去承担
害怕着另一个时刻，真的只怕万一，不怕一万..

是有点累罢了..不去想就好了吧..不要担心 ^^v
在吉隆坡驾车，真的需要一个字 “狠”
也许我做人太软了吧。。？
真的知道自己其实没什么本事

“女子无才便是德，男子无才要不得”..软弱.
哼，却不懂如何改进,路，终会有的吧？

只是一种心情，一种感觉~不久就好了..好吗？
我没事=)

hmm..everything must be fine..

-Rapunzel-

2010-12-15T18:32:00.003+08:00

Yeah~watched this movie and its Great!!
Just love Disney movie where they presented the story in such colorful and lively way.. Sweet scenes, funny dialog and action, even touched in the heart~
Just love how the story goes~

And this is the pet~lol you are CUTE!! haha yeah just love it

Another important character here!MAximus!! Horse or Doggy?xD well-trained lol~

Had A GREAT TIME^^

-December-

2010-12-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

Oppss~December liao~

its the Holiday and Christmas month.. yea..
Keep wasting time once i came back here.. everyday repeating the same action, try to find things to do.. plan for next month event but, no inspiration lol..

Keep looking at the same website.. finding part time.. lol feel like i became more $_$ liao.. money.. worst enemy and friend

just need some place to voice out, if not i really will get crazy lol.. wan to swim lol.. movie.. shoppping (weird part xD) money~~

Maybe it is a good thing to be focus on money and event right? at least, i get something to do.. December~~ ah ha~

-s.i.l.e.n.c.e-

2010-12-04T00:01:00.002+08:00

Back! and? yeah rest..

Anyhow, chatted with family~ and guess who here? lol,roommate

Just like.. everything i did, everything happened, just dint went well..

Anything... why not just being silence? hardly to say anything when its failure..

F for me, which is near to E,worst than D, silly than C, far from B, impossible for A..

silent~

-Hmmpp-

2010-12-01T00:45:00.001+08:00

Hmmpp..

-あめ-

2010-11-26T22:11:00.002+08:00

あめ meaning rain in Japanese~

well~ rain again~~ raining season baa~

realized i can saw *blinking star* when the rain drop on the pool~ Shine~

Blink~~*****

雨的心情~~复杂..>_<
宁愿被雨淋湿，也不愿它从生命中消失。雨..

-21st-

2010-11-14T22:49:00.002+08:00

Finally i reach such age~ 21 years old.. another year older~~xD

Had a great time with friends here: Kien Fah, Yat Ming, Kwong Yee, Lai Hing, Cyee, Lwee, Dota Kakis =x lol~ surprise me with Tiramisu Cheese Cake, really nice looking cake, and a full glass of Chivas+coke.. o.O

Yeah.. Happy jiu hao~~ sure drink with them laa~>_<" end up drunk hehe~but should be happii..=)

The other day, customize my computer because i reformat it.. Now really empty haha.. Laugh whole day when Kwong Yee mess with my gadgets.. even put JApanese AV's Pic as laptop background when i bath..=_="

Great day~and watched a meaningful Movie, 3 idiots!! Bollywood~~ Nice and recommend you guys, must watch.. although it is long and in Indian of course, but just nice.

Touched and touched again~ accompanied my day with it~~

Hope to go back then can Yumcha with A9s~~ less alcohol is better haha~^^

Thank you guys, really~ hereby, giving you guys a song from the 3 idiots, All Is Well =D

-End?-

2010-11-06T22:17:00.000+08:00

Just hope everything can end in a faster way...

haih... Tired... mood-less... lol...

-RAIN!!!-

2010-11-06T03:48:00.002+08:00

GUESS WHAT!!!????

IT RAIN!!! Thanks!!!!! xD

rainy rainy night~~

-D.S of me-

2010-11-06T00:55:00.003+08:00

Dark Side of ME again~~

exam.. very funny which i hold up to "morning" almost for 3 days d i think.. hardly remember it haha.. still manage to memorized and study few subjects, still.. afraid of calculation part which i really really dislike..

No choice, who ask the school providing us with these maths..? Since you are here, just bear with the heart and accept it ba..

Really.. night time did gave me alot time to think unnecessary things.. haha.. Just feel that i hardly can change to better.. changes should be slowly and gradually right? Hope I won't take it too rush.. =(

If i can.. wish to grab a nice blended coffee and enjoy it during a rain or a windy mid-night.. MUST be a MID-NIGHT k? that's what you call "FEEL" =x

Release here will be better.. so i can talk less.. care less.. simply post out random feels and thought sometimes help..

Hope to change.. be more thoughtful, mature.. life just a slip of sight.. correct arh?=x Be better, more responsible to what i said.. To do what i want to do.. I still can't say it LOUD that i can be, i will be.. I'll try, to BE...

Nitez guys, for those who aren't sleeping yet (me) =x all the best..

Unhealthy unhealthy~~~=P Craziness drive me away.. shooo~~~

Can't You make it rain..? Miss the way rain drops on me...

-Protect-

2010-11-01T05:05:00.002+08:00

Since when.. people tend to protect everything they love; but found that is so hard, to protect.. when they don't have the ability?

Since when.. protecting something.. will be a box, that kept you inside, the true self of you.. which you can hide yourself in it?

Finally all finished.. for this year.. waiting us, will be the final.. yeah.. final exam.. just found that i hardly can memorize any content i studied..

lol.. study.. okay you got me hahaha~

I love what happening now.. the heart to study.. trying to.. haha.. must smile always yeah =) to everyone who pass by, viewed this post.. You have the best smile ever =D

HahahAhhahahah~~~ crazy-ing~~ which i love..

-抗压能力。。下降中-

2010-10-23T13:27:00.001+08:00

抗压能力下降中啊!!!

可恶!!! LOW LOW LOW~~~~ (>o<) 死翘翘~~~~~~~XD

-Screwed-

2010-10-18T20:17:00.002+08:00

Screwed up my Japanese language oral test!

prepared during midnight, memorized till i can speak out nicely..

the next day, i saw sensei and..nervous warrrhhh!!??

keep jumping my introduction and few important parts, others test section also end up badly..

he asked me, "what marks you think you should get for today's test?"

50...i said.. he juz smiled, with disappointed smile.. God..

Thats what i hate about "giving effort".. The disappointed result which came out.. worst when u going through the process, which you try so hard to make it better..
But you cant.. just cant..

walked out his room, hate this feelings.. i failed.. not meaning i failed my final, but failed for something i tried.. maybe not good enough? I tried!

Excuses? maybe.. thats why i hate giving effort in exam... I HATE!!

Screw me as well~!!! now ok d but i still wanna say, Screw ME!!!

p/s: no need to comment or feel low after read this post.. It juz releasing what i wan to remember.. nice days guys~

-就酱囖-

2010-10-18T02:51:00.001+08:00

就酱咯~

没事没事~~

-会挂掉~-

2010-10-10T23:16:00.004+08:00

会挂掉~~会挂掉~~~

以前听闹钟一响便会起床。。
现在管你响饱它啦~

累~~累~~累！！

会挂掉~~会挂掉~~~

现在的我~常用暗语了~
暗示自己是什么状态中~

加油加油是累的时候用的~
借口借口是懒的时候用的~
会挂掉是很累很累时用的~~

会挂掉~~借口借口~~加油加油~~ >_<

结果？还是得做咯~~~xD

-Have to-

2010-10-09T12:21:00.000+08:00

Have to be a greater man..

-说声，对不起-

2010-10-05T03:04:00.001+08:00

跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的吃饭
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好的利用时间
跟自己说声对不起，因为很久没有好好地给自己挑一份礼物

跟自己说声对不起，因为总是莫名的忧伤
跟自己说声对不起，因为曾经为了别人难为了自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为因为伪装让自己很累
跟自己说声对不起，因为很多东西我没有学会好好珍惜
跟自己说声对不起，因为我让自己不开心

跟自己说声对不起，因为忘了提醒自己要好好照顾自己
跟自己说声对不起，因为倔强让自己受伤了
跟自己说声对不起，因为忘记了要搁浅
跟自己说声对不起，因为含泪的微笑我没有倾诉
跟自己说声对不起，因为悲伤麻烦了一些爱我的人
跟自己说声对不起，因为总是和别人说对不起而忘了自己

最后，说完对不起之后，生活还在继续。
其实，原来我只是想让自己开心一点…不要难过。
于是，我微笑着原谅了自己。。。

大家要快樂喔！

*此文章拷貝自校內
*覺得不錯的話歡迎分享喔 =)

=)

2010-10-03T09:48:00.002+08:00

=) 的另一面。。
=（所以，笑笑就好。。

=）

-self confidence-

2010-09-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

Hmmp~~ really need it now..

Since when every dip of it went off?

Starting to face everything serious.. although trying, but better than nothing right..?

Screwed many things, mistakes, kena scold, blah blah blah~~~~~~~~

Sorry for that..=(

Blah blah blah blah...haaaaa..............damn you wei han..lol

-Bye-

2010-09-17T23:38:00.002+08:00

I knew this will happen..
even i think of it myself after what happened...

Bye..just pray that everything of you will going well..
especially with him.. sorry.. really..

Take care man.. tough year.. stupid things.. damn..

>_< the best way... support support..

sorry and thanks for everything..
told you, you will get in trouble with friend like me..all da best...

..

2010-09-17T04:07:00.000+08:00

dann..

-Darkness-

2010-09-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

Yesterday..08/09/10

Around 8pm..all the lights blackout, not only our block, is half of the Labuan!!

Our campus felt in darkness where we cant even see a thing.. true darkness,during the 2hours plus of blackout, we cant do a thing..

the only thing left is?

Millions Stars on the sky, i doubt that i saw galaxy..? o.O
They are so bright, glowing with others made them an art, a picture.
We can't see them when our campus with lights, but this incident, showed them out..
They are so beautiful

Feel like keeping myself in the darkness.. stay in it..
There is a place no people can find you if they don't have a light..
Deep inside.. deep deep inside..

Its the star sold my location out.. where i stand under them.. admiring them.
I'm not the sun, i'm not the star..
just wish i am the shadow, stay with the darkness..

Tired~~=) yet, doing nothing during this week..
hahaa.. save me man,the other me.. save yourself man..

-Sensitive-

2010-09-06T20:42:00.001+08:00

Why I kept seeing the sadness in your eyes?

Should be me, being sensitive =)

Carez~~~

-New Month-

2010-09-06T12:46:00.002+08:00

Well~September is here~~

done few mid term and...few coming soon~~ DEAD MEAT!!! XD

just very tired..very tired..

dun feel like sleeping at midnight althg very sleepy...

Sometimes..things just went to other way from what you expect or chasing..

I'm Tired...=) enjoy the craziness where i keep laughing without reason after some red wine..

Is like..i am happy although there is nothing in my mind..>_<

Cheers guys~juz don't drink too much~~

-Decision-

2010-08-02T23:05:00.002+08:00

Made a phone call..

Know that, every things fine accept missing~~

saw the tiredness, but i feel the happiness~

Hope that, really mean it, stay happy~~

Kinda silly of myself, that I am not honest enough to myself..

however, every things fine now, i am glad...

Mixed feelings i have now~wine helps, to paralyze me..from thinking..

Every things fine~every decision went in better ways~truly from me,with every single thoughts, that you to stay happy..

Not the time to worry about other things i guess, basic statistic, u drive me crazy, just like me, driving myself into crazyness..focus i guess is the thing i must do now..

-Learned-

2010-07-25T03:09:00.002+08:00

With you, I learned alot of things..

Everything u told me,I know..

Till now, I'm still learning..

How silly i am~for not listening..

This sem,getting tougher and tougher..

which my pointer,must be higher..

Lol..Still,learning to move on,but i will move on..

These days keep raining,and I keep caught in the rain~

enjoy the moment under the rain,running back to hostel,wetly..

which gave me and ky a little lesson..lol,little secret~~

Slept late these days~hehe=x

Work~Dota~Internet surfing~Songs~~

wish i can rest earlier..with energy,to face the other days~~

3.30a.m ler~haahaa..sleep gua~~

Nitez guys~~hope you guys doing well in studies ya=) miss ya~~

-Car Accident-

2010-07-14T13:40:00.002+08:00

1st time in my life..i bang another car's driver door

lol dint expect that to happen..but still ok coz no injuries occur except "cars"

waiting for that person to pay which i not sure will he keep his promise

LOL!!! BaD LUCK!!!

-灰-

2010-07-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

灰~灰~~灰~~~

换了皮~有玄机哦~

字会不见哦~~=)

最近爱上了“灰”色~~=）

-好走-

2010-06-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

名：BOBO
时间：7年

6约6日。。它走了

一路好走。。。

-KK trip-

2010-04-05T11:58:00.003+08:00

God~finally back here~~

went to help the badminton which kinda waste my time..

however~hoho,can go meet with yang and lx+ her boy very nice d xD

Thanks for your guys care there~

now back here is to presentation and ready for final!!!!

Hope all my friends, facing problems, will get well ya..

Ears always stand by here

- 水龙头-

2010-02-26T18:11:00.002+08:00

在这儿，扭开水龙头

流出的，不会是 清水

流出的，不会是 希望

流出的，只会是 无奈

流出的，不过是 绝望

这儿开始干固了

水呢？

-Burning The MiDNight Oil-

2010-02-25T03:14:00.002+08:00

The time just passed 3.00a.m in the morning~

(and i think i gonna get scold for not sleeping..=x)

Well~Assignment stacking up one by one~which packed in this and next week to be deliver to lecturers' table...lol yang, same problem here laa~

Japanese Language..ganbatte lor~Yooorrr...

and SY gal leaving tomorrow...=(

Take care there gal..all the Best you have!!

-XD-

2010-02-10T03:10:00.002+08:00

Guess where i am now???

Labuan McDonald~~!!!

3.15am!!!!! XD

Lol waiting my flight~so can go home...

although it is a short break..but i think it is good to take a break now..

Worry about many things these days..

but finally all turn out in good way,,thank God!!!

Happy 4th =)

Happy Valentine~

-勇气-

2010-01-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

怎么。。梁静茹的-勇气，唱出许许多多人的心声？

”我的心一直温习说服自己

最怕你忽然说要放弃

爱真的需要勇气“

又迷失了。。怎么失去了勇气呢...?
自私的我。。

-Women&Men-

2010-01-15T19:26:00.002+08:00

Forgiving seems to be the nature of women..

compare to men,women have greater space to forgive their love one

Do you ever saw a man forgives his wife when he realises his wife having affair with other guys?

NO,YOU NEVER. sure you never because you,if you are male,you will say by your mouth:

"It depends, I will forgive her if such situation happens..." but in your heart,

"Ya...I'll kill the guy right after I kill you"... there is always another voice in men's mind

Its always Narrow..

Do you ever heard woman forgive their husband when they found out the affair?

YES,YOU ALWAYS HEARD ABOUT IT.

Sometimes woman will just keep them in heart even they know their husband lied to them

they will pray,pray that their husband will notice,that someone still waiting them.

This post does NOT mean I am Having AN AFFAIR behind OK???

It just an example..to show how forgiving women can be

Mistakes keep happening, poor decision making, poor commitment

"Mens NEVER LEARN"... is that true?

Try to learn,if you are a man..otoku no hito,ganbatte kudasai.

-it's out-

2009-12-24T10:52:00.000+08:00

Result: 3.37

still okay ba haha=)
waiting your guys update~

-Thank Q-

2009-12-18T00:23:00.002+08:00

Love the way this relationship running

with all the open session talk and true words

Love the way this relationship running

lesser with the word "sorry" appear

Love the way this relationship running

full with appreciation by 'Thank Q-ing' each other

Thank Q=) for everything..

wanna be the man..for eveerything

-生活-

2009-12-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

踏入20 岁了 Stepped in the age of 20

发现自己该为自己的前途打算打算了 Realized that I should plan for my own future

还有3年就从大学毕业了吧？ Soon I'll graduate from the university I studying in 3 years

回来的这几天 These few days after my return

都忙着工作。 I've been busy in work

每天面对着客人 Facing those customers everyday

都知道，自己的不足 I realized the weakness of myself

能面对社会吗？ Can I face the society?

最近被问： I've been asked by someone recently

其实你有什么梦想/志愿？ Actually do you have any dreams or ambition?

其实，我有。 ;I do.

想当自己的老板，开一个赚钱的餐厅 I dreamt to have my own restaurant that promise a profit

20 岁了呢~ I am now 20

难道想一事无成吗？ I do not be useless to the society or my life

应该为自己的人生负责任了 I should responsible to my own life

最近亲戚患上第二期癌症 One of my relative has 2nd stage of cancer

希望他能度过这一劫 Hope she could went through this hard time

这就是人生了 It just life

要来的，总会来。 If the thing has to be, it will always be.

20 岁的人生 The life of 20 years old

是从迷茫中，找到出口吗？ Is the time we found the exit from the Mist?

-S.A.L.E.S-

2009-11-23T21:55:00.003+08:00

Quite surprise that during this holiday,there are Sales running all around the corner.

How lovely LOL!!

Hand and heart quite itchy d~but the wallet like bleeding lol!!(*nvm i have plaster) xD

Saw Yang's blog..Woah..BOOKS!!!

Great post there man...and great patient to type those feelings in chinese too!!

Finding time to shop~~Books~ShirtS~Slipper~

Realize that I'm still going through a same life..

Woke up,work,eat,work,eat,bath,entertainment,sleep...

This life just keep on repeat,repeat and repeat...

But sure some difference appear this year~

Finding ways to change myself.. behavior,ability..

and HEY!! Girl!! HappY B'DaY~

-20-

2009-11-14T14:13:00.002+08:00

-20 years old-

Happy BirthDay haha~to myself lol..

Had a great Surprise and celebration with them..

Fah kor,K.yee,Ming,Lai Hing,Jess,Mei,Au,Nic,Hien,Voon..and her~

it just like totally -SURPRISE~-

wow..never thought will kena surprise like this haha.

Thanks guys..really appreciate you guys' hardwork and preparation..Thanks again

Happy 20,with you all =)

2009-11-12T07:21:00.000+08:00

保护不了的感觉。

原来是刺痛的。。

-Life-

2009-11-06T11:41:00.001+08:00

-It just Life-

everything just come in with a reason

accept it,think about it,you will find the reason

Exam~yeah..life..=_=

-Rain-

2009-10-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

Rain again in Labuan~

It's the heavy and last for a long while~

and I enjoyed it...went to the cafe for my tea time

enjoying the moment alone, enjoying the rain myself

Although the coffee and the bread not that nice, but with the rain.

I enjoyed~

And..some thing just turn out..

Friends... walau wehh...Hope you are okay..

I just love rain~=)

2009-10-25T21:22:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I smile alone =)

-Time-

2009-10-14T17:15:00.002+08:00

02/10/2009-V

03/10/2009-Lai Hing B'dae& Mid-autumn Festival

09/10/2009-S

13/10/2009-1A.K

14/10/2009-Shu Ying B'dae

juzt random post...

The most important is~

HappY BirtHDaY Shu Ying~ Too bad v can celebrate with u...Stay Happy Gal =)

-Gambateh-

2009-10-07T21:10:00.003+08:00

Gambateh~

really need to put more effort in studies now..

exam is coming just around the clock~

7exams in a row,done in 11days..?

I would say..How we gonna done it..?

Found someone who can motivate me~

let me know,where should i aim,what should me fight for.

But,I havent get the way lol!!

beside from gambateh..really don't know what can i do~

Gambateh Han=)

-中秋节-

2009-10-04T06:46:00.003+08:00

10月3日，是中秋节哦~

说实在的，还蛮开心的。

这个10月，充满着惊喜！

第一次玩“PaintBall"!!

很刺激!!很好玩!!很想再来!!

不知怎的..照片很小

然后？为咱的新朋友，黎兄庆祝他19岁生日!!

Happy BirthDaY Lai Hing~~Hope you did enjoy your B'day xD

当然少不了灯笼罗~

当了4天的英语档口的工作人员，
一开始还蛮埋怨没觉好睡的日子，
但后来，与其他朋友感情提升不少，
也乘机认识了不少新朋友~还不错!!

Since it's English club thing,it's more suitable to type in English right?
hoho now I need to work harder on my English~
and..there something that need time to reveal~I'll update it soon =D

Stay happy~

-再见蜡笔小新-

2009-09-25T14:44:00.002+08:00

臼井仪人。小新之父

再见了。。谢谢蜡笔小新陪伴着的小时候，带来的那种快乐，

惦记您，一路走好

-It's my feel-

2009-09-23T23:55:00.004+08:00

今晚的星星很多哦~

前天,很幸运的看到了流星..是流星哦
今天,也幸运的看到了流星..是偶然的

看到流星一刹那的飞过，瞬间消逝的美..它已经证明它的存在了
悄悄的，默默地，飞逝于夜空中，消失于夜空中。。
它的美，只献给当时幸运抬起头,懂得它的美的人。。

熟悉了驾车的感觉
一个人驾着车，是轻松的。
不知不觉把车表操到 120 那一格，
把窗口摇下感觉那速度带来的风，
真的会让我感觉到十分轻松舒服。

喜欢上抬头观星，

也喜欢独自驾车，

两者带来的感觉。

最近的我，不好意思..是有点不对劲 =)

It's my feel

-随意-

2009-09-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

这个假期,怎么说呢..?

慢慢接触着中国象棋。
接触的当中，是感受到它的魅力。
慢慢用脑思考下一步。
思考的当中，才感觉到我的存在。
慢慢的喜欢下象棋了。

平时不太喜欢用脑，
想的都是些无聊的笑话或废话。
讨厌思考..喜欢轻松，不是坏事吧？
但怎么还是想太多...?

这里的生活..当下写这篇东西的我，是处于非常无聊的时刻

好无聊啊~
好想，好想..好好的游泳，吃想吃的东西，见想见的朋友

-错过-

2009-09-14T15:09:00.002+08:00

原来，

我也曾经错过。。

错过的，就错过了。。

谢谢你。告诉一件我不懂，你也收在心里的事。

谢谢你。

-衣服-

2009-09-09T11:21:00.002+08:00

换什么衣服呢。。？

倘若不来回一趟，只为了换一件衣服，

绝对不会错过这趟巴士....

对不起大家。。害了大家浪费掉时间，还有10月赶功课那紧凑的时间。

-大夜猫-

2009-09-09T05:03:00.001+08:00

5点。。炸到了~还没睡。。

大学的我...变成大夜猫了。。。(>_<)

-4 点-

2009-09-08T01:59:00.003+08:00

大学的生活~
算是夜生活~

2点了..看见这篇文章的你..
是否还未睡呢..? 或是纯粹醒了过来?

节奏越来越乱了..
生理时间也乱了..

睡醒睡死也不懂..

是精神?
还是勉强地,
拖着身体继续呢..?

坚决地说, 晚上该睡就睡.
除了功课逼人外,其他的能免就免吧..

坚决的说,要照顾好身体,
正餐就是要吃得好,零食能免就免吧..

坚决地说,要开始节省了,
为的是能省下一笔钱,为了想买的它..

坚决地说,要开始用工了,
为的是不想白白浪费掉这3年的时间..

把想要的写了,说了出来,
是开空头诺言吗..?暂时以这4点测试..

自己的意志能走多远..不认真,真的是没资格吗..?

its gonna be another long night for me..how many times I gonna went through this?
Become more alert in the midnight,this gonna end in good
Show result..Walk with Hope

-野心-

2009-09-04T15:33:00.002+08:00

有多久...
都是平平淡淡地,
过着每一天呢..?

从来的野心，
都是把它压得低低的。
不让它为所欲为，是为了保护自己

现在好想把它拉出来，
好让它对我自己说。。
“提起劲来，把想要的，一一得到..”

不清楚，也不肯定，
但心，却是想向前....

不认真的咱..是不是没资格？

-雨-

2009-09-01T10:48:00.002+08:00

九月了...下雨了。

连续下了几场雨...四周都是凉凉的空气
雨，为这里添加了一份懒洋洋的舒服感~

本身其实蛮喜欢雨天的~
凉凉的空气里渗透的雨味，很自然的，心会放松了~

今天的心情~不错=D

要考试了~还没温习...呵呵...大家加油

-Day?Days?-

2009-08-21T23:01:00.002+08:00

I went through a day..?or days..?

Quite low today actually..reason?
God's know

Finding myself being lazy,for a day..?
Sorry to tell you that,is days...

2 more days for me, to catch the flight,back to the place
where I have to hand in lots of assignment
0H Great~

Bad M00D today~

no worry~1more hour it will be another day
with another kind of mood

-改变-

2009-08-19T23:40:00.008+08:00

有许多东西在不知不觉中，
慢慢的...慢慢的改变了..真的有着很多的改变...

变好了吗..?还是不好呢..?
我很好吗..?你们好不好..?

改变，有时真的让人觉得不习惯...
虽然每一天都带着相同的心，去感受每一天不一样的东西、人物，
希望不会变的东西，其实都变了...

当一个人离开时,
渐渐远走的背影,
变得渐渐模糊时,
是怎么一回事呢?
是你的泪流出来?

还是...

您是时候去佩一副眼镜了呢..? =X
Truly hope to see your smile everyday,although I know its not for me
Keep your smile k..? It motivate everyday of me...to joke =P

-魂不守舍-

2009-08-18T08:48:00.002+08:00

又来了~
魂不守舍。。

刚起来的我，
是那种惊醒而醒的我。

脑袋，重重的...好想把它丢掉
开玩笑的啦~丢掉了我就完了。。

心情有少少的 E
今天别惹我哦 ~

后不后悔?嘻嘻
快疯了~

-There's always sunny day after rain-

2009-08-10T02:11:00.002+08:00

没事就好...

不要担心太多好吧..?
不幸的事,不会持续的...

-There's always sunny day after rain-

-惘-

2009-08-08T23:38:00.003+08:00

迷惘了~
大学...是酱的吗..?
虽然不会讨厌酱的生活..但,迷惘还是出现了..

是不是该把时间分配得更好呢..?
承认自己未能如愿,成为时间的主人..

总是..把重要的事情忽略了..
这样的我..我不喜欢...

-HappY BirthDaYs-

2009-07-28T11:24:00.003+08:00

Date:28th July 2009
Time:11.30a.m.
Location:UMS-KAL MEGALAB
Target:Lew Zheng Kang &Nicholas Yap

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Too bad I unable to celebrate with you ZK!!
But hope you ENJOY your 20th Birthday ya!!

2009-07-20T23:35:00.003+08:00

Tick, tick, tock, tock
Tick, tick, tock, tock, tick, tick
Wake up, wake up
Wake up, wake up

I know you must have had a long day
'Cause at 6 o'clock I heard you say
There was something that was on your mind
But you ain't told me and it's almost 9

Now it's 9 o'clock and I thought
We could talk but you ain't giving in
Through this hovering girl, it's almost 10
Gotta know if you're mad at me before Grey's Anatomy
'Cause we could drag this out all night

Until it's 2 in the morning, girl whatcha wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it this could be over

Cause it's 2 in the morning, girl whatcha wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it this could be over

The lights are out, don't wanna wake you so I'm creeping in
I know you're hurt 'cause baby you're not sleeping in
My favorite pair of boxers that you make look so hot, girl
You're playing sleep but I know you're not girl

And now it's 12 o'clock and I thought I should talk
But you're not listening, here we go again
You know I like it when you got your back to me
But not when you're mad at me
Please look at me and say goodnight

It's almost 2 in the morning, girl whatcha wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it this could be over

'Cause it's 2 in the morning, girl whatcha wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it this could be over

I wanna come over, baby turn over
Girl, I?ma lay up all night
Just waiting for your kiss goodnight
Even if you're mad at me
You know we shouldn't go to bed angry

Now it's 2 in the morning, girl whatcha want to do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight
If you tell me you want it this could be over

'Cause it's 2 in the morning, girl whatcha wanna do?
Do you wanna fight? Wanna say goodnight?
If you tell me you want it this could be over

We can work it out, wake up, wake up
We can work it out, get up, get up
We can work it out, I wanna come over

We can work it out, wake up, wake up
We can work it out, get up, get up
We can work it out, I wanna come over

A song that i like

2 in the morning

-Walk with Hope-